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A highly recommended M/M story about a boy and a Viking jarl ! :)

Prisoner of the Raven written by Kirby Crow

The story is about a young, pretty boy named Aleyn who has been a crew of a merchant trade cog ship for some time to stay away from home where he feels he has not been loved and cared for.
And while travelling at sea, his ship is attacked by Viking raiders led by Ranulf Eriksen who commands Lymskyr, a long, narrow Scandinavian warship.

All the other crew have been brutally killed though Aleyn's life is saved by Ranulf at the last minute.
The ruthless, powerful Viking jarl says he will save Aleyn 'if' he will give him something in exchange for his life and his eventual freedom.

His body. To warm the jarl's bed.

To stay alive until he is finally liberated, he reluctantly agrees to be his lover...for the time being.
But soon the other crew aboard the Lymskyr start to suspect Aleyn might be using some kind of supernatural power to turn their jarl into a weakling. ( They begin to notice the change in their jarl as time goes by. )

What will Ranulf do to remain in his current powerful position ?
And more importantly, what will Aleyn do to remain safe and alive until he is back home ?
To find out how the story will develop from here, I honestly recommend you to read this book ! :)

Not too many characters to memorise though there are some central characters I would like to introduce to you all.
And those are the actors whom 'I' thought would be the best ones to be cast as the characters.

The front cover of Prisoner of the Raven written by Kirby Crow
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Ranulf Eriksen ( The jarl )
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Oskell ( A crew of the Lymskyr )
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Gamelin ( A crew of the Lymskyr ) Someone, give him curls ! He needs them to be Gamelin ! XD
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Haakon ( A crew of the Lymskyr )
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Our Creations on Earth: Ideas Always respectfully borrowed from the Others' : )

There is a fiction writer who has been posting her fics to Archive of Our Own.
Just the other day, I came across this fanfiction 'All Over Again ( ' written by tricksterity.

I read the first chapter and found it very interesting and promising even.
But then I noticed that it has stopped at Chapter 8 with the caption there that says 'TEMPORARILY DISCONTINUED' written in bold.

I noticed that out of lots of positive responses, there were some comments from the reviewers and the author who were all confused, worried, and concerned.

It seems there was some other fanfiction writer who claims that the author of 'All Over Again' has copied her work and therefor this is 'plagiarism'.
I am NOT here to accuse this other fanfiction writer or anyone else for that matter.
( The author even says this fanfiction writer is very talented and has written wonderful stories featuring Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon Jin. :) )

But the truth is...this fanfiction writer had given the author a permission and the go-ahead when the author asked her if she could borrow some idea from her work.

If any artworks, songs, and books cannot be 'even slightly' similar to each other, our future creators would be too frightened to work on their creations...wondering when / if they are going to be accused of copying while what they did was not actually copying - word for word.

'Imitation is the highest form of flattery' is often heard and even George Lucas did borrow some idea from the Japanese movie 'Seven Samurai' directed by Akira Kurosawa.
Some say Star Wars is the exact copy of Seven Samurai. Well, did Mr Kurosawa accuse Mr Lucas of copying his work, then ?
Mr Kurosawa even said he was honoured to be considered 'influential'.

So, here I am, honestly hoping this fanfiction writer or even Archive of Our Own would go easy on this and let it just go, without being so petty over this.

PS. I happened to have come across the name of the fanfiction writer in question. My goodness ! :) I did have heard the name before.
I mean...I could have read her or his stories and must have loved them even ! :)
This fanfiction writer writes stories which mostly centre around Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon Jin.
Basically, I am an Anakin/Obi-Wan shipper.
But in the stories ( official or not ) set before and during Episode 1, Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon would always be an official pairing to me.
So, I bet I must have read the fics while I was into Episode 1, then. :)

Aww, by the way, I have some Star Wars doujinshi comics ( One O/Q-based, the other A/O-based ) which I don't read anymore, and IF this writer is into Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon that much, she could have it, you know... *ponders*

ANYWAYS. There are four manga artworks of our Star Wars characters to share:
- Anakin/Obi-Wan pics for the author of 'All Over Again'.
- Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon pics for the fanfiction writer whom I hope will make peace with the author.

DISCLAIMERS: A/O Pics ( F. Lee ), O/Q Pics ( F. Gangsta )

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Kenobi Spin-off Video :)

My ! It's been about 3 years since I made my last entry here !
Well, just the other day, I made my first Star Wars video featuring the novelisation of 'Kenobi' written by John Jackson Miller.

The story is set between the events of Revenge of the Sith and A New Hope in which Obi-Wan Kenobi, now known as 'Ben Kenobi', is still young-ish and Luke is just an infant currently raised by Uncle Owen and Aunt Beru on Tatooine.

The video is already up, so...enjoy ! :)
Busy Obi-Wan

SW YouTube Videos to Share w/U ! :D

Those are the youtube videos I found on there and loved to bits and pieces !
Please watch/enjoy them when you have time ! ; )


* Star wars episode II in 5 seconds ( Humour )

* Star wars episode III in 5 Seconds ( Humour )

* Star wars Episode V in 60 seconds ( Humour )

* Titanic in 5 seconds ( Humour ) <--- Something EXTRA . . .


* Star Wars - Obi-Wan calls for pizza ( Humour )


* Obi wan Kenobi books a hotel room ( Humour )


* Darth vader funny commercial ( Humour )


* Qui-Gonn Jinn in Return of the Jedi ( Re-re-mastered !? )


* Anakin Skywalker was gay? ( Slash, A/O('s onesided love ?) )

~ Star Wars ~ * ( Slash, A/O )
Romance of the Jedi
! This video was once posted up there but deleted due to copyright issues BUT . . . it seems it just came back ! :D
Anakin from LoE

Ani / Obi Slash Manga ( PG-16 )

Hi ! It's been a LONG, LONG WHILE since I got my LJ updated, I guess !! ^_^;

Oh...I'm currently changing jobs, btw, looking for one in which I get to help build common understanding and trust between Scandinavian countries and Japan, and...I've been SO VERY busy, jobhunting, gathering info., etc.

BUT...I need a break like everyone else, you know, I am, getting myself connected to LJ after, oh, SO LONG !! ^_^;

Anyways, I'm going to post a slash manga my friend drew a long time ago and share it with my friends on here ! :)

Here we go !

Title: Ani & Obi's Sign Language Part 2
Disclaimer: This cartoon is Takako-san's and definitely NOT mine. ^_^;
Read: From right to left, top to bottom !
Translated by: ME. :D

They are having dinner.

Anakin: *cough cough* Ahem !

Anakin: *Ani communicates with hand signals just like in the deleted scenes from Revenge of the Sith*

Obi-Wan: Hmmm.... *touches beard, also communicating with hand signals*

Anakin: ...... *wipes eyebrows*

Obi-Wan: You're dribbling, Luke... *wipes*

Luke: Mmmm...

Anakin: SITH SPIT !!!! What do you mean "NO SEX TONIGHT" !?!? And you can't even be kind and sweet enough to give me a blow job, is that what you mean, huh !? What kind of a lover are you, anyway !?!?

Obi-Wan: Why do you ALWAYS discuss this sort of thing in front of our kids, Anakin ?! Can't you control your libido just once in your life, my VERY HORNY PADAWAN !?

Anakin: NO, I CAN'T !!

Luke: *twitches*

Leia: ???

THE END ! :)
Anakin from LoE

SW Manga: Ani & Obi's Sign Language Part 1

Hi ! There's a wonderful non-slash-ish A/O manga set in RotS I'd like to share with you all !  : D

Ani & Obi's Sign Language Part 1 ( Read from right to left, top to bottom ! )
Disclaimer: This wonderful cartoon is not mine. It has creatively been done by a talented doujinshi writer named Takako-san.
Translated by: ME :)

Anakin: Master, we're surrounded !

Anakin: *communicates with hand signals* Master, we're gonna get out of here . . . *touches ear* THIS WAY !
Obi-Wan: Okay.

Anakin: *jumps!!*

Obi-Wan: *jumps!!*

Anakin: Ow !!
Obi-Wan: Ouch !!
Droid 1: !?!?
Droid 2: !?!?

Anakin: Master - !! You were supposed to move to your RIGHT !! Not LEFT !!!
Obi-Wan: No ! No ! No ! Your hand signals said I WAS to move to my LEFT !! YOU are wrong, Anakin !!
Anakin: NO, Master ! I did NOT tell you to move to your left ! *rubs temple*
Obi-Wan: Yes, you DID !! *grumble grumble*
Anakin: No, I DIDN'T !!
Obi-Wan: Yes, you DID !!
Anakin: DIDN'T !!
Obi-Wan: DID !!
Anakin: DIDN'T !!!
Obi-Wan: DID !!!
Droid 1: Tell the General we have a couple of stupid Jedi over here.
Droid 2: *nods* Roger, roger.

The End
Did you enjoy it ? ( Well, I hope you DID ! *winks* ) And . . . *rustles* oh, soh-soh(yeah), the next one I'm going to post over  here is a slash manga that centres around Anakin/Obi-Wan. ( Sorry, Wendy. But there are more others to come, so just be patient.  ^_^; )

Mmm . . . *yawns* It's getting really late over here in Japan so I'm going to be off to bed now. Oyasumii( Good night ) ! *waves and dashes*

Note ( added on 24 Oct, 2010 ) : I am actually thinking of posting some more manga by the end of this year at the latest. Been so very busy working full-time, starting in the middle of October . . .   ^_^ 


From Now On, I'll Be Fine, Jerry ! : )

Just before our Jerry was taken to the Funeral and Cremation Centre in Kobe which is surrounded by beautiful woods, very close to the quiet village of Kita-ku, my Mum and I wrote some parting words on pieces of paper and put them in a tiny but comfortable box in which our Jerry was gently placed; Mine was . . . .

"Jerry - 70 years later, we will see each other again. Arigatoh(Thank you)."

And here's the poem I'm going to dedicate to him:

PS. There are so many slash/non-slash SW manga I have received from my doujinshi friends while I was away from LJ so I'm going to share them with you soon . . . "I hope".  ^_^;   *hugs !*    : )


Konchwah(Hi), my LJ friends !  : )
It's been a while since I last got myself connected to this LiveJournal but finally . . . I'm here at last ! *waves* Well, I HAVE been SO VERY busy studying and all and er . . . there's so much going on, you know - like taking Excel, Word, Notes and Outlook classes and some private PowerPoint lessons, etc. *fans self* But at least I'm more comfortable using those softwares right now so it'll good on my CV when I apply for a job next time. And that's something I should be glad about, I think !!  : D

But . . . there ARE some bad news as well. Our precious cat "Jeremy" aged 16 years old, passed away peacefully at home in Kobe, Japan on 6th March, 2010 and will be greatly missed by his family.  T_T

He had been a member of our family ever since I was just a school girl and was always here with us, spreading cheers and happiness in our household, but . . . about three months ago, he was just . . . "gone" after several months of suffering from chronic kidney disease. Oh . . . he fought so hard to survive but he was kind of old anyway and was just getting weaker and weaker everyday. Um, in the end, as if he somehow knew that going on like this would only prolong the pain and agony we were all feeling and that all that medicine he had to take through tubes at Doc's twice a day would only cost his family ("us") a lot of money, just gave up and refused to eat or drink anything. *sighs*

The only thing that eased my mind was that our Doc had told us that our Jerry was not really feeling any pain but "drowsiness" as if  taking some sleeping stuff because of his body temperature dropping. ( Oh, it was also a good thing that shortly before the time came, he finally managed to drink a little bit of clean water, looking truly happy. ) And . . . as if falling asleep, he became very silent and eventually, just stopped breathing and went up to heaven. BUT . . . he was so brave right up until the end, you know. And I'm so proud of him, even today.

Truth be told, it took me THREE WHOLE DAYS to get over the loss of our beloved Jerry who was SO dear to us. Uh . . . my Mum, Dad and my brother got over it much earlier than I did but I had been having *frowns* um . . . "a lot of guilt" over the death of Jerry that there SHOULD have been some more other things I could have done to save his life.

And THIS is why I had been away from my own livejournal for so long or even just getting online on my home PC. Enjoying myself was the last thing I wanted to do after Jerry was gone, really. But now I can believe that Jerry is somewhere up in heaven right now, feeling extremely happy and healthy and that he has just been reunited with my grandparents on my father's side who had been away for years !  : )

*hugs "you all" and . . . "my Jerry" who's currently residing up there in heaven*

Close-up of Ewan

Review: Angels & Demons

My Ramblings About Angels and Demons
Reviewer: Sakura From Japan
Rating: PG-13
A/N: Finally, I read the E-N-T-I-R-E story of Angels and Demons ! *channels little Anakin* Yippee ~ !! Oh, yes. I had been away from the reading for almost several weeks, SO busy job-hunting and studying and all, but . . . finally, I managed to pick it up from where I left off weeks ago and read it all the way to the end !!  :D
Warnings: Contains some gore, a little slash and tons of spoilers in this.

A/N 2: Um . . . *sighs* my LJ’s “livejournal-cut” button didn’t work no matter how hard I tried so . . . here is the whole text simply pasted on here.  T_T


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Wow. Just . . . WOW.  o_O


Angels and Demons.


THE kind of story I had NEVER thought I would read, is now the very thing that has got my mind FULLY-occupied ! ( Oh, I’ve even got myself SO into reading this slash fic that’s been posted up on Ewan/Hayden Community site that centres around the Camerlengo played by Ewan McGregor and Hayden Christensen.  ^_^; )


So . . . okay. First, I’ll try to be honest here. *clears throat* Well . . . if it weren’t for THAT hot, handsome, cute Ewan McGregor, I NEVER would have seen the film and would NOT even have a chance to read this wonderful book written by Dan Brown ! ( There, I’ve said it. *blushes* ) Yes, I went to see the film solely for the purpose of admiring the beauty of our gorgeous Ewan in a cassock on a big screen. And . . . moreover, it didn’t even matter to me whether the story was good or bad at first. I did NOT even think this sort of story filled to the brim with keys, symbols, codes and mysteries, etc., would interest me !


But I was wrong.


It was MORE than just “good” ! I mean . . . it was so superb that I had to get myself a novel of A&D the VERY NEXT DAY !  X}



First, I had a REALLY good laugh, reading the part where Robert Langdon and Maximilian Kohler, the director of CERN, have a long, long conversation inside this scientific research facility on their way to/at the site where Leonardo Vetra has been murdered. BECAUSE, Langdon and Kohler are SO different from each other they don’t even seem to “connect” even though they are speaking the same language, talking about the same thing ! *laughs*


I mean . . . Langdon does express his feelings more openly than the others ( like a good, friendly American ) while Kohler is SO German and hardly shows emotions in front of others. Well, I guess they’re just “opposites”. *smirks*



By the way, there are SOME parts in this long, long story that almost made me cry and choke on my own tears. And if I’m remembering correctly, the first one was where Vittoria Vetra has some kind of vivid, bitter-sweet memories of her childhood – when her beloved, adoptive father, Leonard Vetra, was still alive. Oh . . . whenever there was this sort of flashback to her childhood mentioned in there, it almost brought a tear to my eye because I could easily tell that Vittoria always did treasure their relationship, and think on him with fond memories, warm feelings, and a special place in her heart . . . *sniffles*



Oh, before I forget. About these two guys called Rocher ( Richter in the film ? ) and Olivetti. While I was reading, I had a really hard time getting used to the idea that it’s Rocher who’s more high-ranking than Olivetti in the book, and not the other way round. ^_^;  It even hurt my pretty little head, too, while I was still trying to tell myself that the book and the film are entirely(?) different things ( well, sort of *shrugs* ).



And those who were completely absent in the film ? Well . . . to be frank, I was so glad that people like Maximilian Kohler, Gunther Glick, the BBC journalist, and Chinita Macri, the BBC camerawoman, were completely cut out ! Because they could be however I pictured them, and I could even let my favourite actors and actresses play the roles in my head, too ! *winks*



And . . . oh, Ah-lah-lah(OMG) ! THAT Hassassin is so, so, so, so, SO VERY sick in the head, isn’t he ? Oh, I know what has happened to this guy in order for him to kidnap, torture, abuse, stab, murder all these four innocent Cardinals and that he has always wanted to have his revenge on these kinds of Catholic people for science and killing his people. ( Okay, that mysterious Janus was the one who planned all this and ordered him to do those terrible things. It’s true. *nods* ) But . . . having read the book, I still think he is a bit too pervy for me. *blushes* I mean . . . the guy just keeps showing his sadistic lust for women throughout the novel right until the end where he dies ! ^_^; I don’t even know how he could be so horny all the time that way.  -_-;


Tokorode(BTW) . . . is the girl ( a prostitute ? ), spread eagle on the bed and naked, arms tied to the bedposts, he sleeps with earlier in the story “a Japanese” ?? You know . . . the part where he picks her out after all the choosing and decides that the other two beautiful ladies are not for him that night after all ?? ( Oh, it’s just my idle curiosity, though . . . )  :{



Okay. About these MOST bloody, gory parts of the story. Even when I saw the brutally murdered scientist, Leonardo Vetra on the big screen, I never saw all the other murders coming at all ! They were not just “branded” but, oh . . . “so brutally executed” ! *shudders*


Actually, when I went to see the film for the first time, shortly before the scene where one of the four Cardinals was found dead, suffocated by having his mouth filled with dirt, was shown on the screen, I vaguely sensed what was coming and immediately ordered my eyes to close - or at least “watch ANYTHING but the screen” ( Oh, yes. I even heard those noises – some kind of melody in the background that could be a sound track for a scary film ! ). But just for this one time, they ignored the order that came DIRECTLY from my brain !  T_T


Oh . . . usually, they’re SO sweet and, if anything, so very obedient, always willing to do whatever they’ve been told to do. But this time, they completely ignored my order and just stayed where they were. They didn’t even budge an inch, however hard I tried to persuade them. *sighs*


So . . . at the cinema, when I saw the first cardinal or even the second one ( with his lungs punctured, stabbed(?), pierced(?) ) or even the third one ( burnt alive, hung from cables ) – all branded and murdered on the big screen, all I could do was just . . . cringe, gasp and yelp silently.


And about the fourth cardinal who has been branded with the word “water” . . . well, since he’s my MOST favourite cardinal who’s been kidnapped, and I have some mixed(?) feelings about the book and the film regarding this Italian cardinal, I’ll get to him later, Iii(Okay) ?



Now . . . AT LAST. I can finally solve this mystery ( I think ).




Do you remember the second time Langdon has visited the Secret Vatican Archives ? – in order to get some more clues to locate the remaining two(?) cardinals and capture the guy responsible for all these murders ?


Having read the already-read chapters, I knew – and even Langdon and the others like the Camerlengo, Olivetti, Rocher, Vittoria and the Swiss Guards KNEW that the power, including the lights in the Basilica, were going to be cut and out for a while. But THAT was exactly when the air supply to the Archives was also shut off !! ( - I think. )


I remember that ( as said in the book ) the police has been systematicaly cutting off power to sections of the Vatican, in the hopes of finding out where the Antimatter is hidden. But the fact that the power is cut off when Langdon is still down there just . . . just makes me wonder if someone up there actually did it on purpose just to get rid of him. *frowns*


Was it an accident ? ( Well, could it be ? )


I’ve read the book only once so . . . *sighs* there are some parts I just cannot remember correctly but . . . . . . if my poor memory serves me right, *paces back and forth, amused, like a detective* when one of the Swiss Guards asked Olivetti if he could cut off power to “more sections(?)” of the city, Olivetti DID give the guard a permission to do it, didn’t he ? At the time of this incident, I remember all those people like Olivetti, Rocher, Vittoria, the Camerlengo, and the Swiss Guards were still in the Office of the Pope, watching this enormously large TV. And while the news reporter on TV were telling the whole world about the murdered cardinals and the Antimatter, these guys in the Pope’s office were all in a state of shock, having seen/heard the secrets spread out so quickly this way, weren’t they ?


Now, if I recall, *pauses, rubbing chin, thinking* it was THAT very moment when still-glued-to-the-TV Olivetti gave the order ( the permission ) to the guard half-absent-mindedly. Maybe . . . it REALLY was an accident at the time. But, when ALL THIS happened, didn’t the Camerlengo try to say something and decide NOT to ? Instead, he just stared long and hard at Olivetti. Whether the Camerlengo just hated Olivetti for having forgotten all about poor Langdon who was still trapped down there OR if he just had an idea that it would probably be the easiest way to get rid of the American Scholar “unnoticed” is . . . still a mystery to me.



And . . . probably the MOST scary part of the story that got me so scared and chilled to the bone is . . . *shudders* where Janus ( = the Camerlengo ) speaks to the Hassassin on the phone for the last time.


“You speak of an American scholar, Janus ?”

“You are aware of him ?”

“Cool-tempered but naiive. He is with a female who seems quite the opposite.”

“Eliminate them if need be.”


Gyah(Holy ****) !! *faints!* “Eliminate” them !?!? Did he really say that !? Did . . . did he really use the word “eliminate” !? Well, the execution scenes WERE the most scary parts of the film when I saw it at the cinema, but this brief conversation made on the phone between them IS actually what brought the hair up on my neck and sent chills right down my spine when I read the book ! *shivers*



Now, the second time I had tears in my eyes and almost cried out loud while reading was . . . where Cardinal Baggia from Italy, the fourth cardinal with the word WATER branded on his chest, gets dumped into a fountain, bound to a cart of some sort, and eventually dies – but . . . “with dignity”.  T_T


In the book, Langdon tries SO HARD to help Cardinal Baggia but when he finally pulls him out of the water after fighting the Hassasin, it’s just . . . just too late, and then the very sad but awfully exhausted Langdon, when he closes the cardinal’s upturned eyes, notices that even in death, Cardinal Baggia still keeps an air of quiet dignity.


So, this is exactly where I cried silently and just let the tears roll down my cheeks while Langdon ( also ) cried for the first time in years, staring down at the body of the cardinal cradled in his arms, ( probably ) crying for the souls of the ones he tried to save but couldn’t.


The book also shows a bit of Cardinal Baggia’s POV story that tells how bravely but quietly he has gone to his end. *sobs!!*


Anyways, I really LIKED this warm-hearted-looking, always calm/polite Cardinal Baggia both in the film and the book . . . so I’m so glad that the film version isn’t at all like the book that – in the film, he gets saved by Langdon shortly before he drowns, and then becomes the new pope ! *smiles broadly!*


At least . . . he still “lives” there.  :)



The Antimatter is to be exploded within . . . what, “24 hours” ?


Okay. Even before I read the book, I had already learnt on the internet and heard from my  friends that in the book, both Langdon and the Camerlengo would get in a helicopter ( with the Antimatter in it ) and fly as far away from the ground as they could ( with only 5 minutes to spare ).


Now, I found it kind of funny, almost hilarious when I read where Langdon had a wrong ( maybe “the correct” ? ) idea while flying that it was a one-way trip that the Camerlengo had no intention of dropping the Antimatter on to the deserted area of land as Langdon had thought he would. *tries not to laugh*


Oh, I also think it’s funny, comical even that the Camerlengo who has just been stripped to the waist, branded and apparently goes into a trance, dashes back into the main aisle of St Peter’s Basilia, trying to find a missing canister of Antimatter, and . . . Langdon and all the others have to do some kind of wild-goose chase not knowing where the Camerlengo has gone ! *giggles!* I even painted a picture in my head of Langdon, Chartrand and Vittoria chasing after the half-naked Camerlengo throughout the church – with Macri, the BBC camerawoman and her partner Guther Glick, bringing up the rear, lighting everyone’s way. *giggles more!*



Well, many people, including my friends here in Japan, who had seen the film, seemed to have thought or assumed that the Camerlengo was actually a good guy and would probably be the new pope the moment he jumped out of the chopper, wearing a parachute, and survived the incident.


But I did not think of it that way.


I mean . . . I didn’t even know if Ewan was playing a goody or a baddy when I first went to see the film but . . . the moment I saw him jump out of the chopper and come back to the earth alive, somehow I knew he was a bad guy that he probably had something ( or “a lot” ) to do with all this kidnapping, murdering or even stealing the Antimatter. So, after he survived the explosion and all, I just braced myself for whatever was coming, waiting for him to suffer the consequences – of what he had done.  T_T



Having read the novel, the Camerlengo’s long speech given to the whole wide world in the middle part of the story where he spoke directly to the camera with tears in his eyes DID move me. It’s true.


But the last speech the confronted Camerlengo gave to the miraculously survived Langdon, Vittoria, and the Cardinals in the aisle of the Sistine Chapel ( half defending himself ), trying to make them understand that he did all this for the love of God, moved me more and really broke my heart.


But then, when the Camerlengo said that the Illuminati’s involvement was a NEEDED plot to cover his own plans that he poisoned the Pope just to punish him for having fathered a child that having all the four cardinals murdered was indeed a NECESSARY sacrifice to save the Church and Christendom, I couldn’t help but get the image ( in my head ) of the half angel/half demon statue Langdon and Vittoria saw earlier in one of the churches in Rome(?). It just . . . crossed my mind. Yes. If he were turned into a solid clump of stone at the moment, it would have been this half angel/half demon statue called “the Elorahim” ( aka “Nephalem” ? ), the very creature that lives between heaven and hell, torn between his loyalty to God and Satan at the same time, still feeling remorseful for the things he has done.  T_T


But I have to admit that there was this brief moment when I thought ( or suspected ) that maybe, the Camerlengo was not even quite right in his mind at the time of this whole incident that maybe, what he really needed the MOST was a psychiatrist, not a ticking bomb. Besides, he is the most complex character in the story, anyway.  ^_^;


Anyways, whatever happens after this is sheer tragedy. I mean – even I did see in there that it was just all too late for the Camerlengo to find out in the end that he was the Pope’s artificially inseminated son that he had always been loved by both his parents. IF he had trusted the Pope more and they had talked more often, being a little more honest with each other, he wouldn’t have had to do all these horrible things in the first place. Maybe.



To be frank, I liked the book more than the film when thinking/talking about the ending to the story, because the book told me( + us) more about how overcome the Camerlengo was with grief and guilt ( especially from killing his own father ) before/while he soaked himself in oil and immolated himself right before a crowd of onlookers in St Peter’s Square. So sad . . .  T_T


Hmm, when I first got the book sent from Amazon Online Bookshop, I noticed it was SO VERY THICK and never thought I would finish it. EVER. But . . . you know, I LOVED the story so I was already halfway through the story even before I knew it !


If I should give it a score out of 10, I’d give it “9”. Well, I could have given it 10 instead of 9 but . . . I didn’t. *grins* Because it had only 496 pages after all ! I mean . . . it should have – COULD HAVE contained more pages than that even it had to have been divided into two volumes !! *laughs* Oh, this is one of the best thriller books I’ve ever read, really ! “The first” . . . and probably “the last” !!  X)



The problem IS . . . I still haven’t decided yet whether I should read Da Vinci Code . . . or not – although there are enough reasons for me to read this one at the moment.


* Having read A&D, I came to LIKE Robert Langdon very much because he’s truly intelligent and naiive but SO VERY cute and funny at times especially when he ( somehow ) gets himself into A LOT of trouble. Well, not as much as I adore the Camerlengo, though. ( Sorry, Robert. )


* Actually, I LOVE Ian McKellen, the actor, who played Sir Leigh Teabing. Well, not as much as I adore Ewan, though. ( Sorry, Ian. )


* My dad has got me a Da Vinci Code DVD a few days ago so I’m going to watch it anyway, and if I liked the film, I would probably . . . no, be 100 per cent sure that I’d get the book to read it.


But . . . how come so many people here in Japan ( even in the other parts of the world ) who have seen Angels and Demons, tell us on the online that Da Vinci Code is not as good as A&D ?? Less action-packed ? Not many interesting characters in it ??  :{


Oh, it is true that it was Ewan and this very interesting character played by him after all that got me enough strength, energy and patience to finish the whole 496 pages of Angels and Demons but . . . *sighs* agh ~ Wakattah(Okay). First, I’ll just watch the Da Vinci Code DVD and decide what to do.  ^_^;